strangely

I feel strangely connected to this site as of late. I am anxious to come on and type even though I have nothing in particular to say... This may be a withdrawal symptom from my facebook and email purging....

I'm even more certain I should leave this town at the end of next month, but I'm also even more reluctant to leave. I feel like I have put so much work into building relationships and creating a place for me here, that it seems like quitting or giving up to leave.

I'm really not a quitter - quite the opposite really. I'm very much stubborn and want to finish whatever I embark on.

So much to ponder - so why can't I get HIM and HER off my mind?!