Sunday, April 18, 2010

forgiveness

My friend just informed me that most people don't name their plants.... I don't see why not. I like my plants. If I don't name them - how will I keep them alive??

also, I am meeting with someone Monday night whom I have had major problems with, and so I need to forgive them before I see them to prevent screaming and fighting and other such drama.

This will be good. Forgiveness is good. Plus, I realized I have done all the same things to God that I'm so mad at this other person for. SO the forgiveness will the rather two sided. Yet another good thing.

I realized I am slightly reluctant to give up my anger. I think I see my bitterness and anger well earned and kind of a badge of honor - which is rather stupid, but supported by my favorite movie: Pride and Prejudice.

When Jane leaves to London to chase after Bingly, Mr Bennett is telling Lizzie that its her turn to be rejected by a boy "A girl likes to be crossed in love now and then, it gives her a sort of distinction amongst her friends"

Well, my high school WAS accredited with Distinction. So I guess this is my destiny :)

Oh how I love absurdity!!

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