So I had to put sugar in my coffee today - I think it had to do with my not eating much sugar over the last couple of days though. And one sugar pack was enough... but I'll try not to again!!
I've turned my phone off for most of the last few days and the only person who has gotten upset is my boss, becuase he wanted to know if I could work for an extra hour the next day.
Silly man - I am not on call as a waitress when I am off!! If I were a doctor and he were calling about someone dying, this would make more sense. But my friend not being able to come in a 4 is not am emergency. AND I didn't have to deal with it till I was at work! I'm liking this no phone thing :)
so I've switched my emails completely, shut down my facebook, and am turning my phone off. I'm doing this because I am too stuck on hoping a certain boy will suddenly remember that he loves me. This hope is debilitating. So I'm cutting off the sources of hope..... but I think I might have to move for this to be complete.
I'm just getting settled into this little town....but my mental health is extremely important. Oh Bah. Zut Alor!!
SO that is my recent quandry. Do I stay in the same town, risking running into him and his new future wife, or to do I go somewhere where I can breathe?
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