I just got off of a very awkward phone call with someone that I care about, but they don't care about me.
I'm not all that great on phone calls.... I come off as mean when I really just want to show love. Its harder to show love to someone when they aren't showing any to you.
Isn't that what being a christian is about? I'm supposed to rejoice in this somehow and show massive love to this person. There is supposed to be blessing for my soul from this isn't there?
Loving those who curse you is harder than the gospels make it seem. I feel jipped, but at the same time I feel like I'm in on the joke. Jesus just smiles as the people agree, knowing that they don't know what is going to come at them as they love their enemies.
Well, I'm in on the joke, but I'm not laughing yet - that will come. eventually.
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