bad day all round. I'm still creeped out by my whatshisname and I have to deal with him almost all day today. I'm still the bane of my best friend's life and I almost killed her with smoke inhalation during the 2 hours I'm home today. My money is flying out of my accident prone pockets, and my success has all but flushed down the toilet.
show me the fire and I'll put it out.
On second thought, I'm not ready for that yet. I want to be, but I don't think I am.
My whole life I have been putting the fire off, hoping it will die off on its own and claiming I'm just not ready to face it. the more it smokes and burns, the weaker I am to fight it.
I told God two months ago that it was time to face this. And now I will. I'm not going through this again.
Show me the fire - I'm ready now Lord.
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