Monday, February 15, 2010

at the bottom of the pot

I'm in a bad mood.

I have no good reason, and I don't mean too, it just kinda happens...

when I miss a call from my parents and I think I've offended them
when a work relationship makes me wonder if I'm doing something wrong
when I find I'm in a major fight with my best friend for no reason
when I give the wrong impression to someone
when I get jealous even when thats not what I want
when I have to talk about it.

thats the worst. when I really have to sit down and talk about how miserable I am, like I've forgotten or something. like all the progress I though I was making ends up being a temporary illusion.

and I wake up to more sifting. just more fools gold.

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